Wednesday, May 14, 2003


The Skeptical Deist?


This comes from a site which I love. I think they do a huge service to mankind and hopefully will accomplish their goals of getting people to think rationally and critically in the future. It is often that I come to a dilemma when reading about "skepticism" and "free-thinkers"...when the people who uphold these ideals and ways of thinking seem to want to disabuse me of my beliefs. I, however, see nothing in my beliefs capable of being disabused and this article, posted on one of the greatest skeptic's website, shows that I need not fear the combination of my skepticism and my love for Christ Jesus. Although I'm not a Deist, I think the article does justice to my point.

The Skeptical Deist?
By Hal Bidlack, Ph.D.
I have long admired Mr. Randi. I remember his remarkable skills as a magician from my youth, his many performances on the Tonight Show with Mr. Carson. I reveled in his exposures of Geller and especially Popoff. In recent years, I have had the privilege to spend time with him, and he now does me the high honor of allowing me to call him friend. I greatly enjoy my work with the JREF, and had a hoot as the master of ceremonies for the Amaz!ng Meeting, and look forward to seeing everyone again in Las Vegas. I have never had a cross word with Mr. Randi. (oh, and as an aside, I never, ever call him just plain "Randi" in spite of his request that I do so. I just wasn't raised that way, he is of my father's generation, and it would be far too forward of me to do so).

And yet, there is one area in which we are in profound disagreement, the issue of faith. Mr. Randi is an atheist, and I am not. I am not a Christian, but I pray, I believe in God, and would generally fall in the category "deist." I see God as like a Jeffersonian clock maker, winding up the Big Bang, and watching the universe slowly tic down, governed by the remarkable laws of physics, of thermodynamics, of biology, and of time. Yet I pray, though I think it unlikely God will spend too much time adjusting the life of one person. So I am not completely consistent in my thinking, perhaps.

But I count myself as a strong skeptic. I glory in the debunking of nonsense, and make a monthly pledge to the JREF to help in some small way to continue the work. Is this a problem? Can a person be both a skeptic and a person of faith?

The answer is, Mr. Randi and I agree, a resounding YES. Nothing the JREF does has anything to do with religion, either formally or informally. True, many of the claimants bring religion into it, but in terms of the tests and the evaluations, the trials are faith-free. And you will note that while Mr. Randi is a gentle atheist, he never preaches that (if you will pardon the word choice). Rather, Mr. Randi willingly states that a scientific mind, an inquiring mind, a logical mind can also be a religious mind.

This distinction is, I think, all too often ignored within the skeptical atheist community. At the Amaz!ng Meeting I happened to remark from the podium that I was not an atheist, and that "atheism" is not a synonym for "skeptic" in my book. I did not intend to be terribly profound with that comment, but given the number of folks who came up to talk to me about it later, I can only assume that I did strike a nerve. Most remarked how glad they were I had said that, as they had felt, at least to some degree, unwelcome, before that comment.

Thus, simply put, I believe strongly that you can believe strongly in both God and skepticism. I do mean that, of course, in a very broad way. I think if you believe Oral Roberts raised folks from the dead, and that Peter Popoff's earpiece is just a hearing aid, well, then, maybe we do have some differences. But in general, I think we do ourselves a disservice as skeptics if we try to maintain that the only "pure" skeptic is an atheist skeptic.

Monday, May 12, 2003

Waiting at our own folly


We sit and wait with hands folded
to be told right from wrong
We sit and wait, wondering, wondering
will it take very long
to get our answers to the questions
you’ve said you’d answer time and a-gain
Should we bother with our waiting
or should we, from asking, simply refrain?


Epiphany


I've been reading about Large-Group Awareness Training (LGATs) and "Human Potential" Seminars over at Rick Ross's site. I have been trying to think up something to do when I retire or when I have done what I set out to do in research. I know it's a little silly to be thinking of such later-in-life activities, but it's been on my mind a lot lately. I don't want to sit around in an old office on some campus as a retired professor. I see them walking the halls occasionally, kept around because of the prestige they brought to whatever institution they served as professors, sometimes consulting with other researchers and sometimes being whispered about and compared to old dinosaurs who just take up space. I don't want that for myself when I retire. I may want that when the time comes...free office space and a place to retreat to when I'm too sore to golf (heh), but when I look into the future I don't see myself happy in that role. In my idealized prospective imaginings I see myself with more lofty goals even later in life.

I read about the problems that cults, LGATs, psychics, and charlatans can cause and I want to be a part of the solution. They bring a bad name to my chosen profession by employing powerful techniques of behavior modification with no ethics or ethical guidelines. They use what we have researched and discovered to dupe and beguile. They seek money and power. They turn our lifeblood and our means of helping people solve their problems into codswallop.

I want to teach seminars myself someday. I want to teach children, teens, and adults to think critically, to examine evidence, to investigate groups, to dig into the facts, and to make educated decisions about what they are being sold. There are some people doing just that and one day I hope to join their ranks. I can envision going from town to town periodically and teaching about deceitful groups and people when I retire. One thing I've noticed is that a lot of people doing this work are atheist or agnostic; the same trend exists in professors and academics. I think that should change and hopefully I can be one person in a future of many to help.

Friday, May 09, 2003

At the Moment


Here's a list of my favorite bands. The first three (in no particular order) are unchangable as far as being my favorite (based on the fact that I love each and every one of their albums), the rest come and go, but they are all great music:

deftones
The Gourds
Guster
Interpol
Enrique Iglesias (heh)
Violent Femmes
Johnny Cash
Belle and Sebastian
Hank Williams III


Tuesday, May 06, 2003

It is finished


Finally, the semester is over. My final exam in Quantitative Statistics IV (Design and Analysis) was yesterday (I didn't do as well as I could have...I only read my notes three times; read them straight through like a book). Not that that means any less work for me. It is nice to not have any tests or classes to worry about for a while...they always seem to get in the way of the important aspects of grad school, namely research. No one will care about my grades when this is over and done...they will care about how many research articles I am author of and how many client hours I've logged. So far, it's zero for each category...though, I'm analyzing some data this week so Dr. Beach can write up the paper (I'll be second author on it). Then, the rest of the summer it's get ready to be a therapist for Russ, get all these data written up (we have six or so sets of data to write up!), and finish and present my thesis.

Other than that we're moving into our new house slowly but surely. Jmac and Julie (his wife) just bought a house so between the two couples we have a lot of moving to do. Jmac already helped up paint our master BR and we'll soon return the favor in his abode, I'm sure. Then the wife-swapping shall begin...

Er, um...nevermind.

Heh.